This journal will mostly be ignored but oh well.
I've been here for three years, made some pretty awesome friends and had fun. But now I barely talk to anyone and it seems more like a chore to even click the link to bring me here. When I first started, I was excited to show other people my work, course I wasn't that good and I wasn't surprised when I never got a favorite or a comment. But it wasn't just for the first year, it continued on and even still continues today. I've gotten better at my skill, put more time and thought into what I do and it's still the same. It could be because I barely upload things or I try too hard to get recognition. It's become such a hassle to go through my messages because I feel like I'm not good enough. I know I still have a long way to go but being here just reminds me that I'm not special and that I'm just one person, out of the thousands of members here.
So after this, I'm leaving for a while to get my life together and grow as an individual before posting anything else.